Dream, Become Reality...

Lord you tempt me. I want to live your will, but I struggle. I think I know what I want but I struggle with what you want for me. I think it would be great to move forward, but I hesitate because I don't know what reactions might be. I want to keep her best interest in mind, but sometimes I wonder if I could make her life better/easier with my presence. Maybe I wish to much and need to move onward and upward, but it hurts not knowing if a dream could be reality.