Breaking the Streak

I love the kids so much...but I don't think I can do this much longer.

LifeGuides has always been the thing I do at St. Tom's. I just don't enjoy it any more...it feels like work; it has become work. I don't enjoy working with the other team members...I don't feel like they care about the program as much as I do, and it hurts. Meetings drag on for hours...and little to nothing is accomplished.

The man in charge keeps saying he wants to restructure the meeting so it runs more efficiently, but we are a third of the way through the semester with no change. One of the other leaders pays no attention to detail, and thus we loose credibility with the parents with every correspondence. Other leaders don't show up to half the stuff.

It is just so frustrating, I don't know if I can take it much more...I am seriously considering quitting but can't bring myself to do it mid-semester. I also don't want to give up the youth I work with. I want to stay in youth ministry...but I can't do it with the group I work with.

Lord Help Me!