The Terrible, No Good, Very Bad Day

Today is one of the longest days I have had in a while. Where to begin...my dad essentially shot down any hopes I had for moving to a house, the other part of that one was seeing my paycheck and realizing I can't afford the houses I was looking at. I got pulled in about 8 different directions...which is usual for me...but today was more stressful than normal. I still have co-workers that don't understand what a deadline is. I am leaned on for EVERYTHING...if something comes up Andy will take care of it. Thankfully, I ended up getting everything done.

I am surrounded by beautiful, Catholic, women; none of which I have a chance with. None seem interested in me...and most are in that awkward spot of being students where I work.

I'm trapped. I enjoy what I do...most of the time. I don't make enough to realize some of my biggest dreams. I dream of woman I cannot have,