Sunday, January 13, 2013

Exhausted

I'm exhausted; physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually...I just don't understand what's happened to me. I can't shake last year, I've lost my sense of joy and I feel alone. I used to pray everyday for guidance in God's will. I still have no clue what I am supposed to do with my life. I'm losing hope, drive and faith. I don't enjoy doing a lot of the things I used to, I feel lost. I don't know who to turn to. In college I had friends who called me out when they saw me down, I don't have that same community to turn to. I still have my faith, but it doesn't feel the same. I don't enjoy Mass; seeing it more as a chore than a blessed sacrament. Help me Lord.

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