Monday, October 31, 2011

what I want and what I need...

Why is it that all the girls I am interested in are either 5 years younger than me, are uncomfortable that I work at the church or both? I keep waving back and forth on this single life thing. In some ways it would make life easier and I think I would enjoy serving the Church in that capacity. I even joke that I am going to be Mary Stiller when I grow up. But I continue to feel empty inside like some thing is missing. I want someone to hold, someone to care for. But, whether I want and what I need are up to Him and not mine to decide.

Lord, give me patience and take the hurt away.

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