At a loss for words

Slight mental exhaustion/breakdown last night. I don't really know where I should be going in life. I know where I am now and that this is where I am supposed to be, for the time being anyway. Can i support myself with this job for the rest of my life? Will i teach someday? Am I called to Campus Ministry? Do I look at Grad schools? What should I be doing to advance my life so that I don't get left behind the times in a job market where jobs are extremely hard to find?

I also find patience harder and harder to come by. I want a relationship. There are three or four girls that I would love to date, but I feel uncomfortable about it given my position. I would love to move forward but it feels like everything is holding me back. Will I find Her? Am I called to marry? Would I better serve God's church in a different vocation?

I know what I want, but I don't know what I want; I ask that God's will be done, but am I ready to accept it?

Prayer

Lord, give me the patience to give you all of me. Help me to submit to you with my all. Help me to get through the daily struggles to find happiness in you. Allow my focus to stay on you, no matter what beauty may distract or what demons may tempt me.

I'm Calling all you Angels

I continue to struggle with this, to let go and let God. I know I need to stop and let life happen, not worrying about what will happen next. God has his plan and it will unfold if we let it, but we have to have patience. A good friend told me that you can't force it, if something is meant to be it will happen.
I still struggle though with the waiting. I want to know how I will serve Him in my life through my life's vocation. But it is not about what I want. He will provide me with what I need. I guess I am just a little scared. I feel like there are a few things that I need to feel happy in my life's vocation. But I need to step back, have the patience, and understand that He will provide for me in the end.
Lord grant me a peace to know that you will give me all that I will ever need. Help me to find something that will fill the hole I feel in my soul.
St. Raphael you led Tobias on a journey to find his wife, guide me and help me to also find my life's vocation.