Happy Birthday Church!

Happy Birthday Catholic Church!!! I never really thought of Pentecost like this before. Celebration makes me a bit sad this time of year though. Even though the summer is a time of rest, I feel lonely. There are very few around to hang out with, the LifeGuides are all spending their summers at home. I still struggle with my internal battles. I still have no idea where my life is leading me. I am lost on where God is calling me to use my skills, and where He wants me to serve Him in my vocation. I love my job but I am beginning to wonder if the effort is worth the reward. I don't want to sound greedy but it seems like I have taken on more responsibility only to keep the same pay and have more expected of me. Help me Lord Jesus to understand your will and your call to action. Show me that it is the struggles that make life worth living. The early Church was expected to work past the struggles of persecution and temptation to stray, so must we push forward to find His will for us.