I haven't posted on this blog in a long while, i've been posting on my other blog "Following His Vocation - Counter-Cultural Catholic". I just felt that this post was more appropriate for this blog.
I continue to struggle with the whole female situation. I find myself stuck between a rock and a hard place. I really like hanging out with girls and find several of them very attractive, but i'm also happy to be single and often don't have time for a relationship. I also run into the issue that I work for a campus ministry and wonder if that hinders my ability to date the Catholic girls I meet even if they are my friends. I don't know how I feel about the whole thing. I just wish I could understand more fully where God wants me and why it hurts so much when I try to find a woman who might mean more than just a friend.